There is nothing left that I could say that’d drive you further away, you admitted loud my deepest flaw. And now I seem to struggle day by day, memories lead me astray, do you remember when we were friends at all?
I still wonder about your goals and if you’d ever lose control, would I find a postcard by the door? ‘Hello Tom’ is all that is written, nothing more now needs to be spoken, our lives are merely fractions of a whole. So being gone doesn’t matter much at all. You’re still with me Hana, that I know. These pictures you have drawn into my soul, the frames of which I will need to soon outgrow...
Today has wasted all this time by allowing me to carry on, depressed and dependent on this vice, a life that has no meaning. I have imagined a future, it's a quiet look and your concern, "Tom, you know you’re not alone, please take that noose off your collarbone."
Tomorrow, forfeit melancholy thoughts that spiral round and down, the end of all things could come now, but I don’t think I can be bothered. Finding footing in someone else is a little tough when no one’s around. You’re still within a couple of miles, please stick around for a little while, we could talk about anything, I’ll settle for anything.
credits
released April 6, 2018
backing vocals by Lucinda Livingstone
recorded and mixed by Bob Cooper
mastered by Carl Saff
Single released on Rose Coloured Records x Beth Shalom Records.
For limited split cassette with Been Stellar, please visit:
rosecoloured.com (UK)
Nothing Feels Good Records (US)
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